It’s super groover Thursday but I’m definitely not grooving. Today has been one long sustained panic attack. February is almost half over and I have zero words and zero lines of code written on my thesis project. Alarms are screaming in my head. So I am now cutting back on everything. The few hours of TV I watch a week are out (usually Toronto Raptor NBA games). I am not going to waste any time searching for career related jobs. Internet diversions including Xanga are toast. Maybe a post a week if things are going half decently. Don’t expect any comments any time soon. Sorry.
I’ve also decided I am not doing anything at work anymore. All I am going to do is head to the conference room and study/work on my assignments/thesis every shift, all shift. If they fire me then good. I’ll mooch off of my parents for the final two months and have more time for school. Maybe I’ll feel differently some time in the near future but I doubt it. I’ve got six weeks and need to put in a superhuman effort.
Now excuse me, I’m off to buy a dozen boxes of power bars and a case of Red Bull.
The Ancient Undergrad 
Good luck… see you… not so soon.
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well i am happy for you that you are finally getting some work done ;). i will miss your stories and your cryptic comments. thanks for the internet slang link… i’ve been lost in a sea of acronyms my whole life.you bbs, k? ssdd. dbg. dmy. igahp. j/k. 😉 omfgwtfnipples.
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“it’ll get done”
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Do you have wings yet??
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i much prefer rock star to red bull… i consider myself an energy drink connoisieur (i know i didnt spell that right) after my year of studying architecture. i think i got a total of 10 hours of sleep the whole entire year.
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hahahaha i like the new one. reminds me of a film my friend made in film school: a romantic tragedy about two lampposts hopelessly in love but trapped in thier cemented places, unable to consummate their affections. slightly less destructive but along the same lines, no?the next time i say “oh kiss me” (years from, now, the way things have been going), i will think of this and laugh and he/she will be offended and i will have no kiss. sigh, o well.
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thats not the point, dumbass 😉
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when you’re not here, i miss you.
red bull doesn’t make you gassy? it does that to me. for the good of the community, i don’t imbibe red bull.
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Watch out, I hear you can get a heart attack from too many caffinated drinks!
ryc: Orangina is pronnounced “orange-eeena” and not “orange-ina” (as in vagina you sicko! jk) hehehee.
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and Regina… i think. well no, i think thats the vagina way too. nevermind.
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Well, i’m glad you’re still paying attention, albeit in a non-contribuatory way. 🙂
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i don’t think you’re ready for the responsibility that comes with having nuns coming over and saying prayers for you in your room. when you show me you’re ready, then you can have them.
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http://www.xanga.com/SINCERELYLEAH I AM TRYING TO GET THE MAXIMUM NUMBER OF COMMENTS! (255) HELP ME BY COMMENTING!
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