2025 me here: Looks like the quiz link in this post is dead. There were some other broken link images in this post that are missing too. Also redid a “what molecule are you quiz?” for fun: “You’re Teflon! Most things don’t bother you, in fact they roll right off your back. You are tough but also useful, and people know they can depend on you. You are a mighty chain of carbon atoms completely surrounded by fluorine atoms, which is pretty solid.” Lame. Water was better.

Ok, I’m breaking down and putting a quizilla quiz up. As a former Bio student I found this one irresistible. It was on Sarahndipidee‘s site (watch out, she’s an enzyme) who got it from w00tstock’s site who probably got it somewhere else too.

You are water. You’re not really organic; you’re neither acidic nor basic, yet you’re an acid and a base at the same time. You’re strong willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready to flow. So while you often seem worthless, without you, everything would just not work. People should definitely drink more of you every day.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?

Apparently water listens to depressing alternative or indie rock, and is concerned about the overburdening of the ecosystem. I resent that appearing worthless line.

Looks like an eclectic post day. Check this out though, it is beyond awesome: David_Suzuki Clips Look at the hair in clip three!! HAHAHahaa! If I had time I would watch all of these. I love this man.

Oh baby! I just heard a wicked track. By Atmosphere, a remake of a teenage favorite; White Zombie’s – More Human Than Human. That just made my day! Added that one and three others to my player.

A private post I wrote earlier, I have nothing better in me right now so I will just make it public. I don’t even know if it’s true, I was just thinking and exploring my situation a little.

I have breaking points. They aren’t soft declining borders, they are sharply defined cliffs. I can be pushed to a certain point and everything will be fine. There won’t be any warning signs, if there are they will be very subtle. Then one small nudge will cause something to snap inside of me and everything will change. The response doesn’t have to be rage, it can be indifference. A large enough slight or a consecutive sequence of small slights up to my magical spot will trigger an internally satisfying dropping of you out of my consciousness like a rock off of a cliff. I think this is probably fairly abnormal. I don’t know. This response was triggered in me last week. I know I am tearing a young woman up inside through the reception of her pained email. If this was a power struggle it would be clear I won. I don’t look at it like that though, I don’t want to hear her plead and beg for reconcile, I just don’t want to hear from her. Does she deserve my icy wrath? Hard to say… I am not capable of being objective right now and am barely thinking of her. When the response is rage…. I know in those extremely rare situations I am capable of throwing everything away because there is no ego, it is all id, and the id is visceral and doesn’t care about consequences. I do know that I have an enormous pool of patience. Seemingly endless…. keep pushing me though…. I don’t even know when I’ll cross over… Stress definitely brings my thresholds down.