A long day. Mentally draining. Mellow music required. I think my dreams may have died 3 years ago but I keep refusing to believe it… Everyone seems to have such faith in me. I probably come off as quiet and capable, on top of everything, in control. I have major internal turmoil though. I really need to graduate this summer… my family expects it… So braindead. I don’t think there is a good post in me tonight. I wish I had my own personal Thai masseuse.

Chilly out. I think my winter coat is now a permanent fixture. The first snow melted but it will be back very soon. A pretty mundane day. I screwed the cable back into my idiot box tonight (cable comes free with my rent). It’s been a couple weeks… I never missed it. I was tempted by a televised Raptors game. I can’t stand the pervasive mindworms that come on every 5 minutes. I hate them. Why do people put up with it…. I’m cold. Listened to The White Stripes and Zwan today. I’m still sick of Elephant, the Zwan album was great though. Randomness. TV thoughts. I’m unscrewing it again. I would rather listen to music and my mind.

A photo of me in my glasses? Alright, here’s one titled “The Moose“.

2025 me here: Not knowing where these old pictures went is a bummer.

I don’t usually wear my glasses even though I should. I am barely legal to drive without them. I didn’t need them until age 21, so I am still kind of resistant to using them on a regular basis. I like putting them on in lecture or the computer labs though, it is still a novelty.