I’m in turmoil and that’s good. It’s temporary and intense because its deadline driven. Unfortunately, great accomplishments don’t occur when you’re happy and content. When you’re happy the years fly away and then you’re constantly having “fuck me, I’m 33” moments. When there’s tremendous stress in your life, you’re simultaneously experiencing every supremely stressful time of your life that occurred beforehand. But all those gloriously miserably times are the ones most often followed by greatness. It’s 4:21 am and time to pull another rabbit out of the hat.