I’m the only one in the Sever Hall library except for the librarian at the front. It’s dark outside. I’m having severe motivational problems today.

Why is my attention span so shot? I need to read more. Fuck, I need to improve my focus.

I’m such an unfocused lazy drifting mess.

Studying at Harvard. Working at MIT.

I’m fooling everyone.

So restless and frustrated. So I come here. Probably because it got me through before. But it’s not the same now.

I really want to start over.

January January January.