Restless tonight…. I wish I could afford to quit this job. Things are starting to unravel in some of my classes… I’m fraying at the edges. Calm down, calm down…. I haven’t been doing this blog (I hated that word the very first time I heard it) for very long and I am starting to pick up more hits and subscribers… It is starting to become an issue. Feedback is addictive. I think I need to slow down… maybe be more selective about where and when I comment. Maybe not, I don’t know. I wish I could listen to music here. I wish I had time to read. I am blowing my shot at grad school right now and it is killing me. I set the bar too high. An overloaded schedule and full time job… why did I think I could do it? Why do I care what anonymous people I will never meet think? Slow down…….. there is always something you can be doing to improve your curent situation.