hmm. Feeling melancholy. Here’s a joke.

Question: What is the difference between Roast Beef and Pea Soup?

Answer: Anybody can Roast Beef.

haha?

I’ve gone through a wide emotional range today. Hitting peaks and valleys of motivation and resignation. Sometimes my thought stream is so rapid and clear. Thinking of seemingly brilliant actions to take weeks and months into the future. At moments like those, I feel really alive, vigorous, intelligent. Afterwards when I come down a little, I can’t remember half of what flowed through my consciousness…. Was just interrupted mid-post. I don’t know where I was going with this anymore… I felt and dressed very “emo” today, whatever that means. I was procrastinating and playing with my little toy some more and attempted to strike an emo pose. Cheesey, yes…. very. Results are below. I went through some self-loathing today. That will happen when you define yourself through anti-consumer and socially responsible beliefs, then you look at yourself posing in your black guess V-neck sweater and collared gap shirt made in Sri Lanka by children (their little hands sure must be good for those little stitches) I am a fucking hypocrite…. at least I know I am.  I dare you to tell me you’re not…..

Here is an socially conscientious MP3, Ani Defranco with a message I pasted onto it at the beginning. Maybe I will post one every day until the election. (I have a good one in mind for election day) GDP-ani.mp3 (http) GDP-ani.mp3 (ftp)

2025 me here: I have no memory of those Ani Defranco mp3 files. They are certainly not being hosted from my computer of ftp anymore.