No coffee today yet…. I’ve been kind of floating around in a dreamlike state. Worries and anxiety aren’t as sharp. Small headache is gathering steam. It has to be withdrawal because I don’t think I had one yesterday either. Brain want it. Brain need it. I will give in a little later. Now that I have sat down and thunk about my day a little and all the stuff I have to get done, I am starting to panic. Easy easy. I had a Jones soda today, bubblegum flavour. And I bought the new Adbusters mag! Yaa. The shopkeep, a girl working at the campus variety store, the pit stop, looked at it with a perplexed look on her face. Maybe because it was printed on recycled paper and wasn’t glossy and shiny like all the other mags they hoc. I was hoping she would ask me about it so I could make some nasty little cutting remark like “I can tell by looking at you that you have never read it.” She was a bottle blonde, cute and fashionable like most of the girls on campus but probably stuck in her little bubble world where her only worries are looking good for class and who and where to go out on the weekend to get drunk and fucked by an equally phony superficial male.

2025 me here: There was likely an image of Simon John Charles Le Bon here. Replacing the broken link with a craptastic AI image. 

Wow, the lead singer of Duran Duran looks fat (Tonight Show), I see the future of (insert name of sexy young rock star here). I have a hard time sleeping on Tuesday nights since I have to adjust from working nights to 3 days off and sleeping at night. So I will probably watch Conan, at least until after the first guest. Dentist appointment tomorrow morning. He makes me pay up front, I don’t think that’s normal. I really hope I don’t need a root canal. What a boring post. My heart wasn’t in it. Apologies to anyone who read it.